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Jackie
HERES TO THE GIRL WHO FALLS DOWN THE STAIRS,
HERES TO THE GIRL WHOS MATT GOOD CD BLARES!
When You need her she's there,
With her wicked hippie hair.
Broken Soul
As i wander through the darkened night,
I thought about our horrid fight,
One you caused by telling me,
I was only one of three.
This relationship is over and its through,
I never want to hear from you.
Cross my heart, hope to die,
for believing all your dirty liez.
Thoughts On War
I look around and see,
The war surrounding me.
Peace will not take place,
Lives vanish without a trace.
And when its all said and done,
You want to just turn and run.
Its soon will be World War Three,
This causes so much pain in me.
STRIFE
When I first fell for you,
I didn't kno what to say was true,
Now theres another guy in my life,
This whole thing is causin me strife.
When I speak of you, I cry,
To win your heart, For that I try.
Now I kno whats happening
You'll never love me, Thats the hurtful thing.
Happiness Doesn't Exist
You see happiness, money everything good.
When I say what I believe I'm known for being 'rude'.
I try to be my own person,
I try to smile and just have fun.
I cant do it though Im too afraid.
i walk around, insults thrown my way.
One says "freak whore" another one "weird"
And once again, a stream of tears.
Every time I walk away,
They grab me so I have to stay.
"You fucking punk" They scream at me,
I kick and punch, to be set free.
Another Day is passing by,
I go home, and want to cry.
What do you do when you dont want to feel?
Any sorts of pain, but you know its real.
You sit at home, and cry all night,
wondering if life will ever be right.
You fall asleep, dreaming of things so sweet,
You wake up the next morning, wanting to flee.
Another day came and gone,
its life dragging out, seeming so horribly wrong.
"Who deserves this life?" people ask,
Obviously I do, Its not just the past.
ANTI-LOVE POEM
Thats the last time I'm going to fall for your bull shit lies,
Everything I did, All my failed tries.
I was so nice, I believed in you,
Because I thought we could have something true.
I did everything in my power to make you smile,
You walked all over me, like a dirty floor tile.
I'm sick of this shit you put me through,
But once again I will fall for you.
And for the last time I've fallen to the ground,
Its a new heart to crush that you have found.
I hope your happy with your "love so true",
And now i will never cry for your love or you.
Everything Is wrong, nothing is right,
Another slap to the face, another fight.
I cry myself to sleep all the time,
Wishing I could be with you, and that love wasnt such a crime.
Addicted To The Pain, That follows the love
This broken heart, and cracked skull,
Was caused by you, it is your fault he's been dulled.
He was a nice guy, But now he's gone.
He's locked away, like a fucking con.
Except his cell, its not the same
Its got padded walls, that wont go up in flame.
You broke his heart, he wanted to die,
What he did was your fault, he attempted suicide.
We found him lying on his bedroom floor,
The phone off the hook, I stood at the door.
You wont say what he said, but he's barely alive,
He has to keep breathing, For that I will strive.
I started to cry, to see such a thing,
No one deserves it, such dread that brings.
What did she do, I start to wonder,
Why did she do it, I also ponder.
He's alone again...I wonder why,
Why my best friend wants to die.
Nothing's Fair, Nothing's Right
I sit at home and wonder why,
You told me that one fucking lie,
I always thought I could trust in you,
You said those words, and away trust flew.
I walk outside into the rain,
Trying just to numb the pain,
I start to run, not knowing where,
In my eyes you can see the flare.
Your no different then the rest,
I always thought you were the best,
I despise you so much right now,
I want to die, I don't care how.
You were the only one I cared about,
I hate this life, without a doubt.
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